Temptations

Too many temptations between the pressures that given to me. School is seriously stressing me out!!!

Falling Down.

Aaaah yesterday was my first time of participating a debate competition and it went alright on the first round. The motion was :

Pregnant student should continue their education in school

I was incredibely nervous. But i know my team mates would doing just fine. So i tried to act normal, and eventually, speak well. By then, we won. I'm so proud of my team mates. I know i didnt do it very well, but they actually did!

Today. 2nd round. Our rival was.... acceleration class. damn. The motion was about police versus KPK. It was god damn too hard. I spoke unfluently. And finally. We lose. I fell down. I hitted my head towards the wall. Too desperate to talk. Sorry for letting my class down. Bye.

When two sheets of paper came

"Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. FAIL BETTER"

Guess what. I just got my mid semester report card yesterday and it was beyond my wildest imagination. No biggies. There were some unexpected and unpredictable numbers showed up in my report card. Although my physics' score is under criterion minimum, but its fine. Everybody got the exact scores. For my entire life, this is the first time i got 100 in report card. BOOYA!



P.s. : My mom recommend me to enter social class if i dont lighten my science scores in the next few months.

Upside Down

Aduh you must know banget kemaren tuh apa banget deh pas pulang sekolah. Pengen cerita tapi gabisa cerita disini huhuhuh takut ntar ada yang baca. Minggu depan tanggal 7 dibagiin rapot bayangan pula aduh prikitiw banget deh. Gue remed semua pelajaran kecuali biologi, bahasa inggris, bahasa jerman, bahasa jepang, the rest of them......byebye! Notice this, most of the unremedial subjects i got are about literature. Does this means-?

My Tune

Current favorite songs.

1. You're Not Sorry -Taylor Swift
2. Party in the USA -Miley Cyrus
3. You Got Me -Colbie Caillat
4. Masquerade -Ashley Tisdale
5. Sweet Dreams -Beyonce


I go disney-ing this week. Total lame.

P.s : lets go swearing this week. just passed the exam week and it was a major disaster. I'm total dead thanks to physics and math. You're welcome.

Troublesomeness

First post suppose to be meaningless and unimportant. So here we go.
Eventhough i've been nearly 4 months in high school, i still cant menyesuaikan diri dengan pelajaran-pelajaran yang berjibun naudzubillah minzalik. SRSLY. I need to be way more solemn in math, biology, physics, economy, chemistry. Big duh.

Just got my math quiz result yesterday, and it was friggin' bad and i dont effing know why i'm such a stupid student who dont even try to learn that freaking important lesson. Lo pasti ngira gue orang yang males dan bego. oke, emang bener. Gini deh, at least harusnya gue nyoba dulu dong. Geez, why am i even crapping upon myself eventhough it aint gonna change my score. I need to chill.

Read this question when i TRIED to study biology and got personally confused.

"Mention three disadvantageous roles of virus in human life"

This thoughts came up to my mind :

1. Virus could attack our immunities and make us sick
2. Virus could.................?
3. Virus could........................???


Thats what i obviously got from learning in school for like almost 4 months. Yay me.
And zomg. next week we're having midtest and yes, my life depends on it. At least if i want to remain alive.

P.s. : My parents will probably kill me if i get both 40 in math and pyshics in midtest