Upside Down

Aduh you must know banget kemaren tuh apa banget deh pas pulang sekolah. Pengen cerita tapi gabisa cerita disini huhuhuh takut ntar ada yang baca. Minggu depan tanggal 7 dibagiin rapot bayangan pula aduh prikitiw banget deh. Gue remed semua pelajaran kecuali biologi, bahasa inggris, bahasa jerman, bahasa jepang, the rest of them......byebye! Notice this, most of the unremedial subjects i got are about literature. Does this means-?

Sunday Tidings

"You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air"
-Sweet Dream by Beyonce

you are not theperson i was talking about.

My Tune

Current favorite songs.

1. You're Not Sorry -Taylor Swift
2. Party in the USA -Miley Cyrus
3. You Got Me -Colbie Caillat
4. Masquerade -Ashley Tisdale
5. Sweet Dreams -Beyonce


I go disney-ing this week. Total lame.

P.s : lets go swearing this week. just passed the exam week and it was a major disaster. I'm total dead thanks to physics and math. You're welcome.

Word of the Day

Gullible /ˈgʌl.ə.bl / adj

easily deceived or tricked, and too willing to believe everything that other people say



you're the sweetest gullible ever.

One Sentence

Just want to make the clarity between us.

I HATE YOU,SO MUCH
And I will make some space between us.

"I don't deal with any of you anymore"


Merci pour l'attention.
Goodbye.

Inspiring Quotes

"Good communication is as stimulating as black coffee, and just as hard to sleep after"
- Anne Morrow Lindbergh

i wish we have that kind of communication :(

Troublesomeness

First post suppose to be meaningless and unimportant. So here we go.
Eventhough i've been nearly 4 months in high school, i still cant menyesuaikan diri dengan pelajaran-pelajaran yang berjibun naudzubillah minzalik. SRSLY. I need to be way more solemn in math, biology, physics, economy, chemistry. Big duh.

Just got my math quiz result yesterday, and it was friggin' bad and i dont effing know why i'm such a stupid student who dont even try to learn that freaking important lesson. Lo pasti ngira gue orang yang males dan bego. oke, emang bener. Gini deh, at least harusnya gue nyoba dulu dong. Geez, why am i even crapping upon myself eventhough it aint gonna change my score. I need to chill.

Read this question when i TRIED to study biology and got personally confused.

"Mention three disadvantageous roles of virus in human life"

This thoughts came up to my mind :

1. Virus could attack our immunities and make us sick
2. Virus could.................?
3. Virus could........................???


Thats what i obviously got from learning in school for like almost 4 months. Yay me.
And zomg. next week we're having midtest and yes, my life depends on it. At least if i want to remain alive.

P.s. : My parents will probably kill me if i get both 40 in math and pyshics in midtest

You're Not Sorry

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

I want to share this Vtouching song with you sung by Taylor Swift. Idk why this song stuck in my head and keeps spinning around my mind. Probably because this song describes a bit about myself. And obviously, this song made me burst out to tears.